I miss you.

Hello dudes & duchess. It's been awhile, yeah. Today was a good sad day. I spent my day hanging out with my friends. We had Secret Recipe for brunch! :-) We watched Tower Heights. Not to forget, I lost my iPhone there. After cinema, my mood swings. I was so sad, depressed, wasn't in the mood to do anything. But everything is fine now.
I'm lack of ideas in writing tonight's post so, December is like next week. PMR is like next year, and I really really scared. Of course, who doesn't when big exams are coming? ._. I'm going to end now, yeap. Goodnight.

Story.

Hari Raya Aidil Adha was kind of okay. I spent my whole day watching movies at home with my siblings minus Fikri. But at least, I ate Mama's rendang etc. I had fun with my family. We laughed, played games, talked. Yeaaa, So, I went to wetworld yesterday, it was surprisingly boring.. Most of the slides were closed due to renovations, I guess. Mom made for me and siblings Lamb Shepherd Pie. It was so freaking delicious! I didn't expect it would be that super delicious.
And, school ends in few more days, time just flies so fast. I'm scared to grow up, lol. I love being kid and known as childish. But, life goes on. Sigh, goodbye. Ps: I had no idea what to post, and it has been a long time since my last post so, I just write what's on my mind :-)

iBakery.

I have always wanted to be a baker and share my business with my brother. But, my laziness of studying how to bake is increasing day by day. Strange eh? I want my bakery to be in a simple size. Not so big nor not so small! By the time I finish my studies and can become a baker, I'm pretty sure MacBook(s) are going to be cheap. Furthermore, Steve Jobs is dead.. So, I'd like a Mac laptop in my bakery for everyone to use. If my business with my brother is doing great, maybe 2 laptops should be placed in my bakery. Haha, perhaps I should name my bakery, iBakery. Oh my, what a big dream I have.
Whatever, as long as I don't give a damn and pray, I'll be cool. But if someone judge me by my photos or dream or blog, I'll 'haunt' them back
:-3

To smile.

Painting, drawing, dancing, play games with my loved friends, talk with my best friend, silly fight/jokes with my boyfriend have always been my thing when I'm stressed up or, can't find the solution of my problems. And now, here I am siting on an Ikea's light pink stool, typing with my hair still wet, my towel on top of my lap, my siting-position as if I'm flirting someone and I'm trying to figure out how to make my problems get out of my head as soon as possible. I feel bad for not telling anyone or people who "knew" about it, b'cause I can say what they heard is absolutely rumors. And I do know, that person told everyone b'cause he wants to win so badly but I guess he didn't realize I did give him chance to win. 

So, I'm going to paint now and smile. Deep in heart, I feel pity on them and at the same time, I think he thinks I'm suffering without his help and, I think thinking about them boys problems never worth my time. Happy holidays, x. 

Final Exam.

Before I sleep, I just want you all to know my exam starts the day after tomorrow. And so, wish me luck. Final exam this year is getting on my nerves, I aim for 5As and the rest could be Bs and Cs. Also, I want to maintain Mozart. The problem is now, I'm so scared, scared like thousands of Ghosts around me and "they" trying to eat me.
But, InsyaAllah I can do this, just wish me luck and pray for me. I don't want to be the the best, I don't want to be the worst, I just want to be good moreover with my final exam results. Thank you, wish you guys the same thing too. All the best :-)